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Dont listen to the sound of all the people you know slowly falling apart.
Bird or Fish Soliloquy
Date : Sunday, March 18
To talk to the birds or the fish – therein lays my torment.
For which would have more to tell?
The bird – who flies above all the land –
Or the fish – who swims below –
If chosen the bird, what would conversation hold?
Talk of war and famine –
Perhaps small talk on the newly achieved thickness
That we humans have placed in the air.
And if chosen the fish – then what is to be said?
Sure, he can tell me great stories –
Perhaps of a tragic sinking of one such great a ship,
And his explorations of its remains on the ocean floor –
But which offers the better?
To talk or to listen – then more questions arise.
Which is the more respectable pursuit?
Or is there any more respectable pursuit –
That to seek knowledge from either bird of fish
Given, the bird offers lessons on freedom
While the fish lessons on confinement
As an American, perhaps confinement is the better to learn of
Seeing as freedom is our ultimate pursuit –
But then, to seek the robin or the owl -
The catfish of the common goldfish?
For each offers the unusual –
My thoughts are contained.

Naomi S.J. || 9:33 PM

Bird above thy Neighbor
Date : Sunday, March 11
I like to keep to myself
Socializing
& being in crowds
Has never been a favorite of mine
Its no secret
I'm a loner
A nomad.
Exploring the lands -
Or better said,
Exploring the many changes &
advancements in the lands -
I talk to the birds
For I have far more questions for them
What do they see in flight?
And what do they hear?
Do they see the war?
The billboards?
The deer in headlights?
Or the mailman walking from house to house?
They - I imagine - would have much more
to tell me, than say, my neighbor.
For both my neighbor & I see the same.
Yes, I like to keep to myself.
Aside from questioning the robin-

Naomi S.J. || 7:51 PM

Tracks & Hop Scotch
Date : Wednesday, March 7
We sit in the car-
Window shuts-
You’re talking about something
I’m saying nothing
Somehow, this means everything
As my thigh screams
Because my backpack is pushing
& Scraping-
Against the cuts I made last night
And my arm is wincing
As my hoodies’ sleeves slide
Oh so innocently – against my arm
The arm with 10 tracks leading up
I sit here wondering
If I should follow the tracks
Jumping from one to another
As a frog would on its lily pads-
Or like a child playing hop-scotch.
We sit in the car-
Windows shut-
You’re talking about something,
I’m saying nothing – listening to my Ipod
And somehow
-Though I don’t know how-
But somehow, this means everything

Naomi S.J. || 8:38 PM

Failing at the Simple
Date :
When I lay in bed at night
Trying desperately to fall asleep
I like to leave the windows open
I need to breathe in new air.
Air that’s not from the apartment
Its a reminder to me that there’s more
So I don’t wake up and feel trapped
Reminds me threes a whole world to see.
I need that reminder-
That's the reason I look to Spring
Not for the flowers - they're hypocrites.
They are weak; retreating to dirt at the first sign of cold-
& not for the spring showers...
Though, I confess to enjoy them often-
That is, when such thunder doesn’t interrupt my
already difficult time to fall asleep.
No - I look to spring simply for a slightly warmer breeze-
I find it easier to fall asleep with that Spring breeze as opposed to winters -
Springs' breeze carry’s the scent of rain
While winters' breeze smells of bitter cold and exhaust
When I lay in bed at night
I have to try desperately to fall asleep.
You see - I am not good at falling asleep.
Just as I am no good at sharpening pencils
& removing shampoo from my hair.
I fail at tasks that I imagine few would.
So when I lay in bed at night
Trying desperately to fall asleep
I like to leave the window open
& for that reason, I wait-
Anticipating the smell of rain as I lay in bed,
Waiting-
Perhaps too anxiously,
For the arrival of Spring.

Naomi S.J. || 3:34 PM

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