Chaos
Nobody| Nowhere
No+hing: +o: gain
Deep wi+hin > lies only pain
+he bu++erfly flaps >|< i+s wings +o fly
I+ ge+s away --- wi+h +he +ears I cry
Emerged \from cocoon
^high ^ in ^ fligh+
Above fields of green ```
+hrough skies blue brigh+
Naomi S.J. || 1:55 PM

Workshop
I have the will
but cant find my way
The words I hear
Dont seem to explain
Where to go
Which way to turn?
What is love?
When will I learn?
Without faith
I am lost
To turn my cheek
Has a cost
What I believe
Wont shine through
My heart is blinded
When I talk with you
I cant say
Goodbye to you
Goodbye
To everything I knew
Goodbye
To all the things
I hold on to
I have the will
Yet, still
I cant find my way
Whats right is left
And left is wrong
I sing the words
And talk the song
I scream in silence
And talk in tears
I live in faith
And dream in prayers

Naomi S.J. || 4:38 PM

Sitting alone in the cafeteria scene
I walk through the hall
And you walk past me
Without saying anything
I wonder...
If I cut my hair
If I changed my clothes
If I lose some weight
If I peirce my nose
Would you even care?
Would you notice me?
Would you say anything?
I see you at lunch
You look at me
But just walk right by
I want to cry
You didnt notice me
If I dye my hair
If I make my clothes
Is it the way I talk?
Or are you just my foe?
I see you with that girl...
Walking through the school
Like you are so cool
And you dont even care
The tears, falling down my face
The pain I cant erase
Like Heaven's crying
It's raining outside
But you are filled with pride
You wont....you wont sit by my side...
If I did my hair
If I changed my clothes
If I talked like her
If I peirced my nose...
Would you notice me?
Naomi S.J. || 7:47 PM

Should have called...
I look at my caller ID
I see every number
Except the one I want to see
I want to scream, break down and cry
Get away, 10,000 miles
Lately, I have been a shred of myself
Not completely me
I cant seem to hide
The feelings of weak, deep in me
The memories, they haunt me still
Lying down, on a hill
Staring, up in the sky
I want to scream out and cry
Take the knife
And watch me die
Through my flesh
Through my bones
Through my organs
And hear my moans
Im falling apart, with memories of you
I can not forget
Filled with regret
So much sorrow
So much pain
Blood spilt
Drips like rain
I dont cry rivers
I now cry floods
I drown in my sorrow
And scream for help
As I gurgle the water
And my tears seem to melt
I looked at the caller ID
Twas your number I didn't see
Blankess filled the screen
In that moment, I cried out and screamed
I took the knife, and finish my dream.
Naomi S.J. || 8:08 PM

Diary entry 1: Act 1 Scene 5
O' thy sight hath been stolen by the beauty of one such as she!
For which my love reaches an infinate degree
Her skin, of porclein so sweet
Yet far too frail for my rude hand to meet!
Her eyes as stirring as an ocean wave
To see more closely, my heart doth crave
Woe it be the day our fate tis' parted
A war in my soul will surely hath started
For I shall die without her hand in mine
I long to know such a sweet divine
From the sky shall fall true loves debris
Should I know not a love so free!

Diary entry 2: Act 3 Scene 3
Tis' the epitome of torture!
I, Romeo, can not fathom the rigour of this atrocity!
The grass may know her feet more well than I
Nay, even a horses back shall know her better!
A fool of a price if he, Escalus, to banish I
I, Romeo! Romeo Montague!
Should just as well dig a mortal wound into my heart of hearts!
For banishment for Romeo means death, without thy fair Juliet!

Diary Entry 3: Act 4 Scene 1
Swear it be the day!
My Juliet, with eyes as stirring as an ocean wave
But now, ne're again shall I assuage what I crave
Now I, Romeo, am banished in a different light
To where she is, I shall ne're set my sight
For tonight, as the moon shall rise
The dagger shall bring Romeo such sweet demise!
One last visit, to rest by your side
For surely a groom shall die with his bride
The epitome of turtue,
Has reached it's peek
For now, death, Romeo shall meet.
Naomi S.J. || 6:32 PM

Naomi S.J. >
Schaumburg, IL.
Writer/Reader/Connoisseur of music
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