The difference Some rules need to be followed
You, you just ignore them
It's good enough to say your christian
Right?
To just live your life in sin?
We may all break the rules sometimes
And I, I try to follow them as I live
But you just do as you please
Without asking God to forgive
There's a difference between you and me
And it's one people barely see
Yes, were both christians, as we admit
The difference is, your a hypocrite
Always saying you were saved
And that you live your life for Him
The one thing you dont care about
Is the fact that you always sin
Fallen I fell
Farther away from you
With everthing I knew
I still fell
Away from all thats true
And Im falling
Down this path, Im calling
Out to you, I scream
And I fell
Falling
And calling
Im screaming
Not dreaming
I hit the ground
As my heart pounds
I ignored the truth
And walked away from you
And I fell
Im falling
And calling
Im screaming
Not dreaming
Just waiting
To hit the ground.
New Reality Hero It came out of nowhere
And it was a distraction
Things became blurry
I had a bad reaction
Yu saved me
Over and over
Again
Your my
New reality hero
I dont need anything
From anyone else
but you
I dont know where it came from
But you seem to love me
Dont let me go
My hero
Dont let me go
For you saved me
Over and over again
Your my
New reality hero
You make me feel so alive
And its been so long
That ive felt like this
Before
And your
My reality hero
For you saved me
Over and Over
Again
Your my
New reality Hero
Lead me away You are near
And Im cold inside
With this fear
The reason, Im sure, is clear
But my vision, has gone blurry
And I wish that you were here
Where are you?
When I need you most, your gone
I believe
That I was decieved
And that you came relieve
me of this fear inside
Ive been pulled down
Finally
Your voice
Echoing in my head
So I sit, on the floor
I cant wait
anymore
For you
It cant be over now
Ill find a way, somehow
Im losing me
And I cant feel
Anything real
Anymore
Gone away Gone, reality is gone
I always thought
About it
But
I never thought
I could live
Without it
Im walking down
this road
of destruction
And Im
Falling down
On my knees Gone, hope is gone
I always believed
In it
But
I never believed
It could go away
From me
Im walking down
This path
Of lonliness
And Im
Falling down
On my knees And I cant stop
Thinking about it
Im falling on my knees
Begging you to please
Give me back
My reality
Oh, please
Im falling on my knees
Bowing before three
Im filled woth apathy
And I
Cant stop thinking about it.
It took a tragedy (9/11) Planes crashed
Buildings burn
People mourn
But never learn
Fire Fighters rush
As people cry
Countries laugh
At the people who died
It took racism
And it took pain
It took hatred
But we're all to blame
Planes crashed
Buildings burned
People mourned
But never learned
Filled with ignorance
No pride to spare
It took a tragedy
To make people care
Children lost parents
Husbands lost wives
We're all to blame
For the loss of these lives
Planes crashed
Buildings burned
People mourned
but never learned
It took a tragedy
To show some patriotism
Yet we still continue
To pursue this racism
It took a tragedy
To come together as one
To turn to God for help
And still, this war is not won
Years go by
The same mistakes get repeated
People never learn
So these wars are never completed
The racism continues
This war is fought in vain
Because people need to learn
To take their pride away
Our lady liberty was wounded
And then the towers fell
Whether anyone was a hero
We cant ever really tell
Planes crashed
Buildings burned
People mourned
But never learned
Boiled Blood Something near, makes me blurry eyed
wishing there was something, to stop the pain inside
knowing where that one place is to hide
I wonder whats the reason that I am alive
My blood is boiling
Burning at sight
My blood is boiling
Sizzling bright Something near, makes my crimson blood quiver
wheres the place I bring this pain I deliver
Tell me, what's the reason I shiver
Find me that place where blood flows like a river
My blood is boiling
Burning at sight
My blood is boiling
Sizzling bright Something near, makes my flesh decay at sight
Im searching for the place where my pain is delight
I found a world where with blood we will write
I no longer hope to find a meaning to life
My blood is boiling
Burning at sight
My blood is boiling
Sizzling bright x2
Counting Sheep Lying there
Peaceful in bed
Praying that the fear inside
Is only in your head
Keep counting sheep, little one
Dont shut your precious eyes
Keep counting sheep, my little one
Or say you sweet goodbyes
The voice so far away
And those glowing yellow eyes
Staying under your covers
Is what anyone would advise
But there, lurking in the shadows
Something far, yet way too near
Living in your nightmares
And feeding off your fear
Waiting for the second
You let your guard down
And close your eyes to go to sleep
So it can prance right off the ground
Dont go to sleep, little child
For when you do, he will be there
Dont go to sleep, little child
For no fear will ever compare
Hes waiting for the moment
That your eyes begin to close
So dont go to sleep, little child
For where he is, nobody knows
Blood A red liquid spilt from the flesh
Drips down
Splashes on the ground
Stains its keeper
Flows around
Crimson colored
Makes no sound
Pain throbs
Heart pounds
Fingers twitch
Escaping bounds
Blood spilt
in this night
Flesh cut
With that knife
Red liquid
Controlling life
Crimson colored
Without light
Nothing left
Not in sight
All evaporated
In this night.
Distance Far away.
Lost.
Nowhere to go.
A love over the phone.
But where to go?
All the distance between.
..so far...but yet, so close.
distance, all around.
Far away, cant hear your sounds.
Distance, Lost, nowhere to go.
Me, Im all alone.
Headline News Worship of an anti-hero
Deep down
Feelings of scorn
In my heart
These feelings are born
In a post modern society
We scream to be heard
So many different varieties
Causing so many hearts to burn
A quake of racism
A rumble of pain
A shake of hated
And tears of rain
No more happy hour
In the world we live
Houses burnt to the ground we walk
Uninformed people we wont forgive
But all for what?
A moment of worship to some anti-hero
A who-did-what person with a moment of shine
A low life gang banger with nothing to lose
Saved some people from a burning building
In a sad attempt for some headline news
Don't worship that low life gang banging anti-hero with no love to spread
Turn to our God and worship the truth instead
Don't cry out in vain for that pain that you feel
Don't ask our God why that pain in you is real
Just take a moment and ask yourself why
Take a moment and think of those people who died
Turn to the truth, not some anti-hero with nothing to lose
Hoping to make some boring headline news
Don't stare at some old TV set, waiting for the next horror to hit
Go outside, see the hate crimes and the people who wont ever admit
That for one measly second, a person becomes a star
But every star has its moment, and burns out in good time
Every person around has committed some crime
Don't worship that anti-hero with nothing to lose
Living their life to make headline news
Worship our God, and the truth you will find
That the feelings of scorn that were born inside
Will soon go away and will have easily died
Flip on the TV set and I promise you will see
That same fantasy hero you once worshipped on sight
Will have committed some hate crime the very next night
Flip on that TV set and I promise you will see
It was an anti-hero with nothing to lose
Still hoping to make some headline news.
Like no other day Today was a day I will not ever forget.
It’s one of those days you look back at your whole life,
and think of all the little things you could have done differently.
It’s one of those days that you know no matter what you changed,
the outcome would be the same.
Yes, it was one of those days.
One of those days that you can’t ever stop thinking about,
but no matter how hard you try,
you can’t talk about.
When time goes on,
and life continues,
but the pain inside never goes away.
It’s one of those days.
I know we have all had one of these days.
I, myself, have had many.
But this one most definately beats out all of the other days like today.
I think my day beats everyone elses day like today.
I could argue why it does,
but what difference would it really make?
I can’t go back in time, and change
all the little things I could do differently that day.
My only option is to go on.
My only problem is, I dont want to.
Invisible Cried a thousand tears
yet there's still more to come
the pain never ends
it cant even come back
because it never leaves
screamed bloody murder
as loud as I possibly could
but no sound comes out
the screams never stop though
maybe you can't hear them
ignore them if you will
but they're there
and they never end
walked across the world today
but wasn't ever noticed
nobody said 'hi'
I am
I was
I will forever be
eternally ignored
ive cried a thousand tears
ive screamed my bloody murders
ive been eternally ignored
and yet...nobody seems to care
Silent Screams In a movie
Just acting
It's a sad movie
People only see it
To make themselves feel better
About their poor, pathetic lives
There's a difference though...
I'm not waiting for the happy ending
I'm just waiting for the ending credits
And then the pain
My heart is screaming
And soon
The pain meets my throat
But no sound comes out
I'm silent
And nobody can hear
The ear piercing screams
Unable Leaving
But unable to move on
Screaming
But unable to be heard
Running
But unable to get away
Watching
But unable to be seen
Crying
But unable to be sad
Loving
But unable to be loved
Fighting
But unable to be prepared
Strong
But always being scared
Eternal Race Running round, across the world
In this place that is so unreal
From ground to sky, I reach out to you
But you have yet to be revealed
How far would I go
To see your smiling face?
To hug you one more time
It's my eternal race
