Cloud Creatures
Images
In the clouds
Gasping,
a final breath
Tears
always falling
Wishing
there was no death
Praying
you'd come back
Memories
of your smiling face
Crying
alone at night
Wanting
the warmth of your embrace
Thinking
of you still
Watching
in the skies
Lying
in bed I cry
Confused
as to why you died

Naomi S.J. || 10:55 PM

I miss my Tobi
Deep pain
Alone
All alone
Hes gone
I miss him
I miss him so much
But he wont come back
So Im alone
all alone
without tobi
just a memory
but how to live?
without my tobi?
i never have
before
how to live?
without my tobi?
the pain
I cant ignore
Naomi S.J. || 12:03 PM

Misunderstood
Its really gets to me
Because Im misunderstood
And nobody seems to get it
That I dont do as I normally would
Im not who I was yesterday
And nobody seems to get it
I have changed so much lately
And would really like to commit
But something is always standing in my way
Blocking my path of goodness
Pushing me back to my old ways
Of complete and utter bitterness
But no matter what I strive for perfection
As I walk along my merry way
And even though no ones around
I find I'll be okay.
Naomi S.J. || 1:18 PM

Darkened light
For every tear that I cry
There is a star in the sky
Holding all the pain I feel
Way down deep inside
Its a promise to me
That to every door, there is a key
That to all darkness, there is light
That to every day, there is a night
For every problem that I share
There is a God to hear my prayer
Trying to push my pain aside
While helping everyone, worldwide
He holds a promise, to not only me
That He is the keeper of the key
That to all evil, there is goodness
And to all things sad, there is happiness.
Naomi S.J. || 9:30 PM

Darkness Falls
Who's to say you left?
When it cant possibly be true
I know that when the darkness falls
All I can see is you

I admit, at first it seemed blurry
But now, its as clear as can be
I know that when the lights go out
It is only you and me

it is you I think of all day
While awaiting for the night
I wait all day to be with you
It's the only thing that really feels right

When the darkness falls
it is you, that I always see
We are all alone
It is just you and me

Nobody is there to bother me
In my few minutes with you
And although reality seems a lie
My dreams at night are true.

Naomi S.J. || 9:34 PM

Alone, again
Aftaid
Broke
Left behind
Pain is easy
I try to sleep
but the silence
without you near
all for nothing
no second chance
Empty space
Forever and ever
So much empty space
Always making a mistake
See that?
Im going
In the wrong direction
Someone else
Take me back
Please give me
A second chance
Fill up
The empty space
Stay forever
Build me
Something
For the eompty space
No more mistakes
Im still young
Yet Im screaming
at the top of
my lungs.
Naomi S.J. || 11:59 PM

A difficult goodbye
Im watching a show on our television set
But nothing anymore, seems the same
There is an emptiness, where you once were
And I wonder who is to blame

But now whenever I go in your room
It is you, that I dont see
Im supposed to visit you later today
But I am not yet filled with glee

I should be excited, to see you again
But inside, I am mostly scared
You tought me many thing throughout my life
But for this Dad, I am unprepared

I dont know how to say goodbye
And its something I may never learn
Some people seem to do it fine
It may be a blessing that I must earn

But either way, you are not here
And because of that, I am scared
Not because you are not here
But because Im so badly unprepared.
Naomi S.J. || 2:00 AM

A breeze so sweet it's bitter
Sparkling stars so bright
buried in a midnight sky
the breeze, humming so sweet
singing a soft goodbye

A fully bloomed flower
Sitting plump in its bed
Flowing in the breeze so sweet
A petal so bright is shed

A blissful breeze at night
Soaring through the city lights
Passing homes, watching families fight
For not everything is a pleasant sight

But the wind watches in no judgement
Merely drifting with memories forgotten
Passing towns and streets of sorrow
Giving people a new tomorrow

Forever long, the wind will blow
Through streets and towns so small
Going where the world may need it
Following at every beckon call.


Naomi S.J. || 10:52 PM

A True Friend
When I am broken
You always seem to bend
When I feel alone
You are always my friend

When I cant take the pressure
You take some of it away
When I want to die
You tell me it'll be okay

When I get in a fight
Your always at my side
When I do something stupid
You stand by me in pride

When I insult your style
You always seem to change
When Im in the middle of nowhere
You the only one in range

So when you need some help
I will be there for you
I wont only be a friend
But I'll be the one thats true.





Naomi S.J. || 10:59 PM

Our Last Goodbye
T'was a mere day later when I cried in my bed
"I wont ever leave" were the words you had said
You promised me every single day
You promised me you wouldnt ever go away
But you called last night and said you apologize
And that it was time for our last goodbyes
The doctors said you were going to die
And in that moment, I started to cry
I never expressed my love for you
And thats something I'll never get to do
For it was last night that you broke your promise
You left me alone and now things are ominous
I'll never get to show you just how much I care
I'll never get to show you that my love for you is rare
Its only a day later after you called me in the night
And already, my heart has gone tight
Its because of you my heart is closed
Its to this pain, that I wont be exposed
I may have gotten the chance to tell you I love you to death
But never did I expect that you'd soon breathe your last breath
For the rest of my life I'll speak with you at night
And in books, its about you that I'll write
In my dreams, only you will be there
Only in my dreams, will you see how much I care.



Naomi S.J. || 2:04 PM

TITANIC
LasT night there was a tragedy
And to no one It seemed reality
But on June 12th they lost hospitality
For everyone around had curiosity

They boarded the ship that evening, excited
It was to America, they were inivited
But when horror struck, they somehow united
Shooting flaires, in hopes to be sighted

Eventually, the ship went down
The womaN, dressed in their nicest gowns
It was too bad, the ship was icebound
If only they could have sooner been found

They hit an Iceburg, it was their fate
Husbands and wives, lost their mates
If only the watchers didnt wait
To warn the Captain, of their mistake.


Naomi S.J. || 3:49 PM

Naomi S.J. >
Schaumburg, IL.
Writer/Reader/Connoisseur of music
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