Five minutes of Love
At One o'clock I sit in bed
I think of all the things I should have said
Conversations spinning in my head

At One O' one I grab my phone
But all I hear is a dialtone

Now at One O'two I lay back down
I lay in silence, but hear a sound

Someone wispers "I love you" in my ear
I open my eyes and there forms a tear

You sit beside me on my bed
You explain the things you wish you'd said

At One O' five I stare at you
I look deep into your eyes and say "I love you too".
Naomi S.J. || 11:55 AM

Not Reality
Sometimes I wonder what life would be like
if a mere decision were to be changed
Would everything I know today
Become just a memory in my data base?

((If my parents chose to be wed at a later date
Maybe their marriage could have survived
And if you think deeply into that concept
There is a chance I wouldnt be alive.))

Sometimes I wonder what life would be like
In a whole other situation, time, and place
Would everything I know at this age
Become just a picture in a picture frame?
Naomi S.J. || 10:48 PM

THE BEST FEELING
I WOULD HAVE TO SAY WHEN U ARE IN THE AIR AND U ARE FALLING I LOVE THAT FEELING OR AN ADRENALIN RUSH

Just standing outside, after the rain

love

The feeling when you lay in bed, and your pillow is cool, and everything just feels, right.

i guess after i write a really good, hard guitar part on a music program, and then realizing that i can play it....a feeling of accomplishment i guess.....
kisses

Holding my two kids in my arms and singing "Allewishes" to them

when your jumping into freezing water and the moment you hit ice cold water is the best

content...safe

knowing that im loved

well i like the feeling that every thing is right in the wotld no matter what i do or say

when u go out wit a girl a couple of times and afta ya drop her off, u realize u like her and u get all the butterflies in ur stomach and all u wanna do is be wit her

being with someone u love

i love the feelin of the water and sand from the beaches between your toes and the sound of the ocean! (shan shan )

happiness

THE FEELING OF LAUGHING SPREAD AROUND THE WORLD
Naomi S.J. || 11:33 PM

"Just 10 more minutes"
One minute and you wake up from your sleep
Two minutes and you change to something clean
Another minute and your fighting with your mom
That's just three minutes of your day.
Four minutes and you leave after the fight
Five minutes and you see a great big light
Six minutes and your lying on the ground
That's just six minutes of your day
Seven minutes and you feel like you could fly
Eight minutes and you can see some people cry
Nine minutes and you know your gonna' die
Thats the last 10 minutes of your life


Naomi S.J. || 11:28 AM

T*was a sunday afternoon
When I got my first neopet
I brought her to my neohome
Then her a faerie petpet

I eventually made a store
And put some items in it
After I got some more neopoints
I bought her a special gift

I read her many books
And trained her rather well
I visited the money tree
And then the wishing-well

My neopet is healthy
And so is her faerie petpet
So the next time you are bored online
Visit Neopets.
Naomi S.J. || 1:19 PM

Don't you love the way the sun glows against the trees as the autumn leaves drift away?
They drift through misty cold mid-evening sky,
Do you find yourself wishing they could stay?

You wait all season for small little snow flakes to drift down from the sky.
When they finally fall out and brighten your day,
Do you find yourself wishing they would never say goodbye?

Then comes the day when the large drops of rain drop through the air.
The day clears up, allowing the sun to gleam around,
Do you find yourself wishing the sun could compare?

And stays the sun for a few months to come.
The sun shines down to show us our way,
Do you find yourself wishing you knew what would become?

So now comes the time when autumn begins.
You go through the cycle all over again.
Don't you find yourself wishing you could skip this year and await the next to begin?
Naomi S.J. || 1:14 PM

Holy fire
Burn away
My desire
For anything
That is not of you
But is of me
I want more of you
And less of me

--Song I heard by Smith-Field!

Naomi S.J. || 5:27 PM

Time stood still
Our eyes met
Time stood still
Your heart skipped a beat
You looked ill
You shed a tear
Time stood still
I held you close
You looked ill
You looked really sick
Time stood still
I came quick
You were ill
Our eyes met
As I had said
Her life is over
My soul-mate is dead.

(the other perspective of "Time to live")
Naomi S.J. || 4:39 PM

Just Another Day
Voices running around in my head
Wispering lies to me
Telling me I should be dead.

Should I listen?
Should I care?
Or should I pretend that they aren't there?

Would I use a blade?
Would I use a knife?
Would I ignore the voices?
Or would I take my life?

Could I cut my wrist?
Or hang myself with some rope?
Could I just not listen?
Or could I cut my throat?

I have the tools to do this,
The question is will I succeed?
Will I end up living?
Or move to something in-between?

Voices, Voices, running in my head
I think I'm gonna' take care of them,
I'll make them wish they were dead!

Naomi S.J. || 3:37 PM

"Just Another Night"
A single tear shed from my eye
I lay in bed thinking
How I've lived my life in a lie.

All these years of being me
I remember laying in bed 5 years ago
I cannot believe what I see

Look at me, so naive
I slept in that perfect bed
Is that really how it used to be?

Is it all what I used to believe?
I'd slept in that perfect bed
Dreaming of my very own "Prince Ali"

Thinking of the person I would become
I'd lay in that perfect bed
I never thought I'd be this dumb

Sitting here and counting lamb
I lay on this imperfect bed
And realize that this is who I am.
Naomi S.J. || 2:44 PM

"Her eyes"
Her eyes
Reveal her thoughts
Her hopes, her fears, her love;
And let me see into her soul
A soul that is pure to love
Her eyes
Show that she cares
About everyone around
And that her heart is true
In her love and all her sounds
Hey eyes
Reflect the world
So that everyone she sees
Will soon then become
As still as it can be!
Naomi S.J. || 12:07 PM

"X-Mas"
"It's Christmas, It's Christmas!"
I would yell
I was very excited
Can't ya' tell?
I ran to the tree
And grabbed a gift
I jumped up and down
And shook a bit
I yelled for Mom
Then for Dad
I waited a minute
Then got sad
I ran upstairs
And looked around
I knocked on their door
Then heard a sound
I smiled widely
And opened the door
I stared in shock
They were on the floor
I burst into tears
As I stared ahead
I fell to my knees
My parents were dead.


Naomi S.J. || 12:00 PM

"Artificial Lifestyles"
Artificial lighting
Artificial drinks
Artificial sightings
Now its time to think
Artificial meatballs
Artificial crayons
Artificial water falls
I wont even mansion land
Artificial people
Artificial food
Artificial steeples
And now I will conclude.
Naomi S.J. || 1:08 PM

"A New Trio"
T*was a Sunday afternoon
When we got our Cairn Terrier
We brought her to the car
And I got to carry her
We drove toward home
I held her with care
We listened to songs
On the way there
We finally arrived
And made her bed
We played awhile
She hit her head
We made her a name tag
We had our new trio
It was me and Tobi
Now us and Cleo.
Naomi S.J. || 1:06 PM

"Blankey"
It's just one of those things
That you refuse to let go
It's just so hard
It make you feel low

You want to give it away
Everyone knows you should
But it's way too hard for you
And you really wish you could

You feel a great connection to it
But you finally decide to part
You give away your blanket
And feel a warmth in your heart
Naomi S.J. || 1:04 PM

"Pop Cans Attack"
The Red Fusion has attacked
You must run for cover
It will eat you alive
It already ate my brother

It's a big red thing
With a couple of eyes
It shouldnt hurt a bit
Just make a compromise

Now listen real close
I'll give you some advise
This red fusion thing
Has only attacked twice

So what you need to know
Is you can have it for supper
It's in a red container
And it's made by Dr.Pepper.
Naomi S.J. || 1:01 PM

Please dont judge me by my face,
by my religion or my race.
Please dont laugh at what i wear,
or how I look or do my hair.
Please look a little deeper,
way down deep inside.
And although you may not see it,
I have a lot to hide.
Behind my clothes the secrets lie,
behind my smile, I softly cry.
Please look a little deeper, a
nod maybe you will see.
The lonely little girl,
that lives inside of me.
Please listen carefully to her,
she'll show that she is insecure
Please try to be a friend to her,
and show her that you care.
Please just get to know her,
and maybe you will see.
That if you just look deep enough,
you'll find the real me.
(great poem, not written by me)
Naomi S.J. || 6:58 PM

"Love Triangle"
An unreturned feeling
Is where I'm left to stand
A love for another
Who feels nothing toward me

An Unreturned feeling
Is where I put someone else
I didnt mean to leave them
In a situation such as this

An Unreturned feeling
Is something we all do
The problem is sometimes we dont notice
That someones inlove with you.

Naomi S.J. || 4:29 PM

"Starry Nights"
Lookinh into the sky
Alone in my bedroom
Staring out my window
Was that a witch on a broom?
Up into the sky
I stare up from my special place
Looking out my window
Was that an astronaut in space?
Way into the sky
I watch with my eyes
Seeing out my window
Was that somebody I knew who died?
Staring into the sky
Laying on the grass
Thinking of the time
That I know must have past.

Naomi S.J. || 3:54 PM

"Man on the Moon"
Man on the moon
Send me a sign
I need an answer quickley
While theres still time
I need a really good answer
One I can understand
Am I an interesting person?
Or am I just bland?
Do people like me at all?
Or hate 100 percent?
You've answered me before
But I wasn't sure what you meant
Most of all I need to know
What people think of me
Am I a door-mat to be walked on?
Or am I the keeper of the key?
Naomi S.J. || 3:49 PM

"In-Between"
The light shines right in your face
The light shows you your way
The light gives you comfort
When others are away
The dark makes you blend in
The dark brings out your fears
The dark helps you sleep
And keeps your family near
Light and dark create a shadow
A seperation between two worlds
They equal things to a point
And keep you a bit more pure

Naomi S.J. || 11:57 AM

"Clothing is just a mere necesity in the circle of life."
Naomi S.J. || 11:51 AM

"Take my hand"
Ill show you something pretty
Just come and you will see
That this something I will show you
It has to do with me
Ill show you how it happened
Ill show you esactly where
Just come and take my hand
Ill bring you to my lair
Ill show you what i know
Ill show you what I see
The truth of the matter is
Theres a body lying there
That body is me.
Naomi S.J. || 1:46 AM

"Fad"
"But it's what everyone is doing!"
Said the bratty little blonde
With her huge bouncy curls
As she runs to the pond
After removing her clothes
And jumping head-first
She slams down hard
And feels a great thirst
A thirst for what, you may ask
A thirst for life?
A thirst for death?
A thirst for time she will not get?
Well it's her own fault
For going to the pond
For diving head first
She didn't ubnderstand
Understand she might die
Die from herself
Herself in a sence you may not know
A sence she died to prove oneself
Oneself to be willing
And too willing she was
She wanted so bad
And too bad we know
To be one of them, of them who knew
It was only a fad.
Naomi S.J. || 10:36 PM

"Time to live"
Our eyes meet
Time stands still
I skip a beat
I feel ill
I shed a tear
Time stands still
You hold me close
I feel ill
I am really sick
Time stands still
You come quick
I am ill
Our eyes met
Like I said
My future was set
I am dead
Naomi S.J. || 10:31 PM

Naomi S.J. >
Schaumburg, IL.
Writer/Reader/Connoisseur of music
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